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Olivia:Proper noun
1. a sick individual that strives for complacency through chaos created by herself
2. deriven from the Greek word olive - an olive branch

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Whatever ladz! I like olives, they taste nice

HOWEVERR


i prefer to be described as the formerr




My name is
O L  I  V I A



Im a Pisces and read my horroscope/lovescope/sunscope
    every.
      single.
         day.
BUT i am still a good catholic

I love music and have sporadic moments of piano playing whereupon my family of 6 is forced to endure me playing Canon in D by Pachelbel which is my favourite song - period.

I dont have a job on account of my dad says my room's messy therefore i wont be able to HANDLE the responsibilities of employment
I beg to differ & can't make the connection between the two, but my dad has managed to make this excuse extend on as to why im not allowed to get my L's

It is for these reasons i rely alot on my friends =)

But im not a user.


Friends arent objects - dont use them

Girls arent games - dont play them

AMEN

these are two things i feel immensely strongly about

BECAUSE

i have been through that shit & it has made me a
stronger
independent
violent
person.
=)


In all this, i find comfort in books, call me a nerd, i call you
uneducated.


OH
and
i

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bro i am

THEE QUEEN

I think you should Bebo Me
or email me =]



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Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Holding on

When you make cordial,
you fill the concentrate up to the line on the bottle
and that's
enough.
give or take a few mills to suit your tastes.


why cant a line be drawn when someone hurts you?




if you had a
splinter in your hand
you would
take it out
because it hurts you
unless you get off on that sort of thing..

but if it was a PERSON,
you just keep holding on


past experiences have had me absolutely clinging on for dear life to someone because i was just so USED to having them in my life
and life was working well with them in it

and for some reason i thought any change would be a negative one

other times
i held on because they added meaning to my life
i felt like i was WORTH someone just because i had their attention

so excuses were continually being made to ignore the fact that they were
rude to me,
hurt me,
and
didn't appreciate me

Until you actually let go of that person,
you don't realise how much more there is to life



the hardest thing is
letting go



I did the letting go thing once

pretty
damn
scary

but im alive =) good or bad thing thats your choice


It felt like i was falling


like someone just cut off my sercurity rope
and said
save yourself bitch

somehow
i did
it wasn't just one thing that got me through

it was me at the end of the day realising things have to be done for

MYSELF

why cling onto someone/thing that contributes
nothing
to your life
except
a sense of complacency which is overshadowed by your constant unhappiness
?



if it doesn't contribute anything to your
future
it
DESERVES
to be left in the
past.

Posted at 11:37 pm by x_mrzCarter_x

ALEX
May 24, 2008   12:06 AM PDT
 
this made me CRY - cos its so true.
i love yuu olly =)
jamesness
April 11, 2008   07:47 PM PDT
 
hmm. this one hits home pretty hard. but i cant let go coz the person i should let go of is also my friend's sister, and my friend's friend. and yeh...
Liana
April 10, 2008   12:34 PM PDT
 
HEY! I'm just a random blog hopper & just realised, i can completely relate to your entry here. You've made me feel HEAPS better already :) hahah.

<3
 

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